Boundary Waters Quetico Forum :: Group Forum: Solo Tripping :: Self Observations While Soloing
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TomT |
~Alan Alda I came across this quote today and think it fits this thread. |
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boonie |
I have a long drive to get there and I don't have to hurry it as much as I used to, which helps me drop more of the thoughts about other things before I enter. It stills takes some time to get into the flow of a different day though, but not as long as it used to - I've done more solos and fine tuned my gear and methods. And I can do longer solos now, which means I'm not on the way out when I get into the flow, so I can enjoy it longer :). |
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TomT |
quote Pinetree: "I think while soloing I am much more aware of my surroundings than when I go tandem. " Yeah no question. There's no conversations to get distracted with. I found myself paddling next to the shore and looking into the trees or up cliffs. Then on those spectacular clear water lakes I loved looking down even 20 feet to see all the downed trees underwater from years ago and huge boulders. If I was tandem I would be in conversation a lot of time while paddling. |
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BeaV |
quote boonie: " Boonie, your whole response was very insightful but I really liked your observation above as it summarizes very succinctly the initial feel of a solo experience. |
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TomT |
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boonie |
Thanks, BeaV. I suspect you had a lot of "flow" on your epic adventure :). I did, however, notice more acutely on this solo than others previously, just how much the pure "flow" of the experience was muted by the logistics of travel - navigation, speed, time - and all the other things that occupy one's mind when traveling. This was less noticeable at the beginning and end when I was traveling familiar country, as well as when day tripping. Something to ponder . . . |
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TomT |
quote boonie: "Tom - I don't know about you, but I am a weird loner. :) Not as weird as Aaron, though ;). That's funny. I like when I meet people on portages and they ask stuff like "So, where are you guys headed?" And I say "It's just me and my dog". Then they perk up and all look at me. "You're here by yourself?" And I can just see their wheels spinning. It gets fun when they become curious and ask questions about what it's like to be solo. |
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bhouse46 |
And for sure the navigation thing is a distraction from the flow. As discussed in threads on getting lost; I have never been lost, but have been unsure of my location on bigger lakes for longer than I wanted more than once. When I let myself get too caught up in just enjoying the experience I tend to lose my place on the map...so when traveling I will now be working on splitting my attention between navigation and experiencing my surrounds. Overcoming the fear of being lost or trip being seriously impacted by a navigation error will keep navigation primary but I do want to experience more while I travel. Maybe just stop more often and sit on a rock or sit quietly in the canoe back in a bay... |
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veggykurt |
Another place I have come to enjoy the solo experience is the desert. Next spring, I plan on returning to southern Utah, into the Staircase Escalante National Monument, and backpacking into Coyote Gulch. I have my bucket list. I still hope to get my trip report done this weekend, complete with pictures. I do have them up on facebook, too. Until Later--Kurt |
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TomT |
I was merely just curious now. |
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jdevries |
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LindenTree3 |
quote TomT: "I'm mid 50's now and it's a world of difference mentally than when I soloed in my 20s. This last trip on my first night in the tent I heard what sounded like a bird call from the Amazon rainforest. Very very bizarre whoops and noises. Could be an owl. But my point is that I was never nervous or afraid. Much different than being 23 and scared shitless at night by myself. Good point, I remember running to our cabin when I was a kid when we heard Wolves howling off in the distance. Now I stop and listen to them, and have even snuck up on wolves to within 150 feet twice in my life. |
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boonie |
quote jdevries: "Couldn't agree more. The pinacle of that feeling of vulnerability is if you get hurt. Mine was pretty simple, I had 4 out of 6 barbs from a 2-treble hook lure embedded deep in my hand and was 2 portages from anyone. Oh the things that run through your mind in those first few moments! It is awkward getting them out by yourself, especially when they are in your dominant hand. |
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TomT |
quote Pinetree: "I think while soloing I am much more aware of my surroundings than when I go tandem. " Yeah no question. There's no conversations to get distracted with. I found myself paddling next to the shore and looking into the trees or up cliffs. Then on those spectacular clear water lakes I loved looking down even 20 feet to see all the downed trees underwater from years ago and huge boulders. If I was tandem I would be in conversation a lot of time while paddling. |
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boonie |
But first a little background. I just returned from my 8th BW solo and have done several other solo adventures, but they were not as long nor as remote as some of the BW ones. Nonetheless, those shorter ones eased me into the longer, more remote ones. I know the feeling you speak of, but it is not as strong as it was in the beginning. To a certain extent the feeling of help not being immediately available is present even when there with others. Help may be many hours or days away rather than mere minutes. Being alone heightens that feeling since there's no one there until help arrives. I don't feel it as strongly as the first few times, especially when I'm near entry points and busy areas where I see a lot of people, but the feeling increases as I leave the crowd behind and don't see anyone for a couple of days. I am more careful and more aware of each step, each move, etc. Another, although more mundane aspect of being alone and totally self-reliant, is simply that you must do everything yourself - paddling, landing, loading, unloading, portaging, navigation, camp chores, gear repair, decision making, first aid. One final aspect of the solo experience I have increasingly become of aware of as I do more of them and certain of the mundane things become more routine is this: The uninterrupted "flow of experience". No worrying about what others are or are not doing, no stopping or even pausing to speak or answer, no waiting on others or hurrying to catch up. The experience is not interrupted by anyone else outside of me. I do what I want, when I want, whether its paddling, eating, sleeping, resting, observing, or just thinking. This is a very rare things these days. I hope you enjoy more happy solos, Kurt. |
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mastertangler |
But yes, you do have to have a heightened sense of awareness. Fatigue is an enemy as well as wanting to "rush". And i'm with Boonie........no one to make happy but yourself. But It can be a tough call sometimes. With my chums I know there will be lots of laughter......but then you miss out on the quiet soul enriching experiences that going solo has to offer. And of course if your a Jesus person your never really alone ("I will never leave you nor forsake you").........so I always have someone to talk to ;-) |
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LindenTree3 |
I have soloed probably 3/4 of my trips in my lifetime backpacking or canoeing and I never have given it much thought before. I will now, after reading your post. (It was enlightening.) My last eight trips have been solos, and I do know I feel much more vulnerable when I am on my own. It is a little unnerving camping and living alone without a dog in the heaviest Grizzly/Brown Bear concentrations in Alaska. Kenai Peninsula and Kodiak Island. |
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missmolly |
My longest solo paddling trip was three months. I also did a 49-day trip and next June, I'll do a 24-day trip. I always have to acclimate to the first few nights alone. Lots of heeby-jeebies. Every noise at night is louder and seems closer. However, as you note, the big payoff is becoming more alive and present. After a few days, I can feel those barometric shifts and know a storm is coming. If you want to feel more alive and present times two, solo fish for muskies from a canoe! |
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awbrown |
He planned for a year and finally set out with his wife and two of his children. The week long trip lasted four days. His wife worked as a nurse in a hospital and just couldn't ever get comfortable knowing that the ambulance and emergency room were so far away. That was the one and only canoe trip they ever took. I felt sorry for them. Before this happened, I had never thought much about this issue. Guess I had spent my life being bullet proof. I'm a lot more careful now that I'm an official old geezer, but I don't obsess about it. Living your life without a constant safety net is what makes life rewarding. My buddies wife, the nurse, knows that I go out alone and just shakes her head. I still feel sorry for them. |
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mastertangler |
quote veggykurt: I might be putting it a bit too strongly, but maybe you get my drift." An experience like none other...........that is soloing in the wilderness. I strongly suggest journaling while you are out there to capture thoughts, feelings and actions. This has paid nice dividends for me as I am able to re-live trips and recapture some of the emotional satisfaction that I derived. This is especially important as time goes by........otherwise I would forget the vast majority of a trip and eventually forget I even went. With the digital age it is an easy thing to capture the trip and along with some pics to retain it as a treasured memory. |
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missmolly |
quote veggykurt: "Wow, MissMolly! Those are amazing lengths of time to be alone. Reminds me of what you hear of various "mountain men" of the 19th Century. I also think of Lewis and Clark--gone for 1-2years with almost every possible unknown to deal with." I forgot a five-week trip when I was 15. However, my trips don't impress me since I started writing about the trips others have taken. There's a Norwegian who paddled and skied from the end of the Aleutians to Greenland over three summers. He'd leave his kayak ashore and dig it out of the snow each June and continue east. And I just did a story about a couple guys who were the first to circle Ellesmere Island. They met 90 polar bears and had one stick its head in their tent. Compared to such trips, I've stayed in the Hilton. |
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GraniteCliffs |
Within the first days of the first solo and on subsequent solos I still think about these issues but worry about them less. Worrying less allows me more time to slow down, paddle the shorelines looking at the shore, listening for sounds, staring at the bottom of the lake and thinking more about my place in the world. And in all of these activities becoming very absorbed in the pleasurable here and now of the trip and thinking less about safety issues. |